Monday, December 20, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
the actual definition of: get a life !
one day you will realize that living for someone else is tiring.one day,you will give up living for someone else.one day,you will realize that life is too short to risk living for someone else.
start living for yourself:)
start living for yourself:)
'legal' happiness
there are many ways to find happiness.in my opinion,everybody is out to find happiness.everybody wants happiness.nobody wants to be a sad person.it's like everyone has a mission,which is to get happiness.many people found happiness through different ways.some people found happiness through their achievement.some people found happiness through love.and etc.there are millions and billions of ways.but the question that triggers me is,"what kind of happiness is considered 'legal'?" legal in a sense of righteousness,true happiness and the honour kind of happiness.
yes,maybe earning big times is your perspective of happiness.but is this kind of happiness legal? personally,happiness is more than what we think,how we view,what we see. rather,it is more than words.it is something beyond somebody imagines.
living for God,perhaps,is the ever true happiness and it will always be.
yes,maybe earning big times is your perspective of happiness.but is this kind of happiness legal? personally,happiness is more than what we think,how we view,what we see. rather,it is more than words.it is something beyond somebody imagines.
living for God,perhaps,is the ever true happiness and it will always be.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
The message to God
The message to God:
I have been astray.thinking that I have done well?thinking that I have been a all along good Christian? You are totally wrong.
I went to orchard today.the world is such a tempting place.it is a place ready to seduce you with its beauty.indeed,it is a beauty.but,what beauty does it speak?it speaks of wordly beauty.where's GOd?in your heart,what is His position?you have time going after the world beauty..but no time for Him.
No doubt,it's so much easy to give up God. When all temptation come,can you withstand? It's scary to know what the world does to me.it is scary to know that how the Internet affect me.it's scary to know that the world is scary.it is scariest to know that I'm easily shaken.
My heart is swift to temptation.GOd,I hereby ask you to guard my heart forever.teach me when is the right time.teach me how to glorify You.teach me how to live for You.teach me how to love you more.teach me the thing you want me to know. Take away the wordly view from me,throw them away.filter my thoughts and guide me with Your word.guard my heart,my soul and my mind. Let no corrupted words be spoken from my mouth.let no corrupted thoughts fill my brain. Let nothing evil occupy me except You,God.
God I need you in my life,forever and ever.
I surrender myd life to the one and only God.
God never make mistakes.
AMEN
I have been astray.thinking that I have done well?thinking that I have been a all along good Christian? You are totally wrong.
I went to orchard today.the world is such a tempting place.it is a place ready to seduce you with its beauty.indeed,it is a beauty.but,what beauty does it speak?it speaks of wordly beauty.where's GOd?in your heart,what is His position?you have time going after the world beauty..but no time for Him.
No doubt,it's so much easy to give up God. When all temptation come,can you withstand? It's scary to know what the world does to me.it is scary to know that how the Internet affect me.it's scary to know that the world is scary.it is scariest to know that I'm easily shaken.
My heart is swift to temptation.GOd,I hereby ask you to guard my heart forever.teach me when is the right time.teach me how to glorify You.teach me how to live for You.teach me how to love you more.teach me the thing you want me to know. Take away the wordly view from me,throw them away.filter my thoughts and guide me with Your word.guard my heart,my soul and my mind. Let no corrupted words be spoken from my mouth.let no corrupted thoughts fill my brain. Let nothing evil occupy me except You,God.
God I need you in my life,forever and ever.
I surrender myd life to the one and only God.
God never make mistakes.
AMEN
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Dad's special day.
today is my dad's 60Th birthday.
this is the speech I've made:
How should I start? hmm, first thing first,Happy Birthday Dad! you're officially 60 years old.Congratulation!
60 is a special number. you have come a long way and not everybody got the chance to reach that far.
When I was a little kid,I respect my dad very much.Of course, i still do.He didn't need to shout neither did he need to beat me up.I would obey by his command without a second thought.I think that is the big difference between a daddy and a mummy.
although my dad might not be the most handsome and richest dad,I will never trade anything in exchange of my dad.
The tender love care he has given me can't be presented by mere words.Lastly,I'm very thankful of having such a great dad.
to my dad,cheers!:D
the end of speech. of course, I have so much more to talk about.But you know,I won't stop if I carry on.
Hmm,to me,my dad isn't like those dad i see in movie.He doesn't really express his love directly.I guess he has the more easternize view. provider of the house is men's responsibility.but i do know that he love us very much.he cares for us.his love for this family.
this is just a blog. no matter how much i typed,you will never understand his love for us unless you're in my shoes.
Dad, I love you :D
this is the speech I've made:
How should I start? hmm, first thing first,Happy Birthday Dad! you're officially 60 years old.Congratulation!
60 is a special number. you have come a long way and not everybody got the chance to reach that far.
When I was a little kid,I respect my dad very much.Of course, i still do.He didn't need to shout neither did he need to beat me up.I would obey by his command without a second thought.I think that is the big difference between a daddy and a mummy.
although my dad might not be the most handsome and richest dad,I will never trade anything in exchange of my dad.
The tender love care he has given me can't be presented by mere words.Lastly,I'm very thankful of having such a great dad.
to my dad,cheers!:D
the end of speech. of course, I have so much more to talk about.But you know,I won't stop if I carry on.
Hmm,to me,my dad isn't like those dad i see in movie.He doesn't really express his love directly.I guess he has the more easternize view. provider of the house is men's responsibility.but i do know that he love us very much.he cares for us.his love for this family.
this is just a blog. no matter how much i typed,you will never understand his love for us unless you're in my shoes.
Dad, I love you :D
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
sickening
I'm so sick of viewing your profilw everyday.I'm so sick of missing you everyday.I'm so sick of thinking of the past every single day.I'm so sick of everything.I wish I never know you.
As hilarious as it could be, I do these sickening things repeatedly without fail,non-stop;incessantly.
When will I stop?
As hilarious as it could be, I do these sickening things repeatedly without fail,non-stop;incessantly.
When will I stop?
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
It's ok
It's ok, my dear. even if the world doesn't forgive you, God will forgive you. even if people are utterly disappointed with you, God will not fail you. even if you think it's hopeless, God will give you hope. even if life seems futile, God will give you life.
you might have failed God hundred and thousands of times, but God will never fail you.
you're not alone.
Seek God, He is the answer to your questions.
hack care
hey,it's ok. hack care those unhappy events and incidents. those are here for a reason. they are here to mould you into a stronger person. they are here to make you stronger. they are not here to destruct you. they are not here to destroy your self esteem.
The instrument of life
Hmm... what do i wanna talk about...
Don't you think humans emotions are very unique? our emotions, our feelings are unique.what we think...how we feel...these are our emotions..they are instrument of our lives.an instrument will never sound nice if you play the wrong note..it is exactly the same if you're not in a good mood,your face and feelings tell it all.
it's very funny.the more you tell yourself that i must not let this particular event/incident affects me, the more it is gonna affect you. it is as if the more you tell yourself not to fall into the same trap, the higher possibility it is you're gonna get trap again.
at times, you thought you can do this. at times, you thought you have gotten over it. at time you thought you can live as if nothing has happened. but the truth is you can't do this. the truth is you haven't gotten over it. the truth is you can't live as if nothing has happened.
it's never easy to get over something.it's never easy to act as if nothing has happened.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
The Evil in You
there is an evil in everybody.it's never easy to escape from this evil.this evil is your image.it follows you wherever you go.some people are able to tame this evil.some people are not strong enough to against this evil.eventually the weak people get caught in the mist of this evil.this evil uses you.this evil leads you to bad track.this evil speaks evil to you.this evil will constantly harm you.as a result,you yourself become the evil.
on the other hand,people who are able to tame this evil are not exactly victorious too. at times,this evil will be set free if you are not on guard.when this evil is set free,it will try its very best to tempt you,until you give in.if you're strong enough,you won't get tempted.if you're weak,there is a high possibility that you will get tempted.
it's a constant reminder to myself.no matter how strong,good and etc a person you are,there is always this evil waiting to be set free. somehow,we get tempted by this evil.we give in easily.it's OK.it's fine.just make sure you know when it's time to make a U-turn.make sure that you don't get trapped.
on the other hand,people who are able to tame this evil are not exactly victorious too. at times,this evil will be set free if you are not on guard.when this evil is set free,it will try its very best to tempt you,until you give in.if you're strong enough,you won't get tempted.if you're weak,there is a high possibility that you will get tempted.
it's a constant reminder to myself.no matter how strong,good and etc a person you are,there is always this evil waiting to be set free. somehow,we get tempted by this evil.we give in easily.it's OK.it's fine.just make sure you know when it's time to make a U-turn.make sure that you don't get trapped.
Friday, December 10, 2010
smile?
humans are unique species.this statement is undeniable.we are a little bit unique,weird,crazy and etc.in short,we are a little bit of everything.
why do people smile? hmm,because they are happy? oh,maybe they are smiling for the sake of smiling.OK fine,i have no doubt with the smile because they are happy part.but what about smiling for the sake of smiling?why?why do people smile for the sake of smiling?is it because our smile is free of charge? is it because our smile is unlimited? probably. we are too immune to the world.we are numb.
we are trained.the smile will just linger by your lip even if it isn't a genuine smile of yours.
why do people smile? hmm,because they are happy? oh,maybe they are smiling for the sake of smiling.OK fine,i have no doubt with the smile because they are happy part.but what about smiling for the sake of smiling?why?why do people smile for the sake of smiling?is it because our smile is free of charge? is it because our smile is unlimited? probably. we are too immune to the world.we are numb.
we are trained.the smile will just linger by your lip even if it isn't a genuine smile of yours.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
difference
what's the difference between you and me?oh yeah,perhaps I'm smarter.oh,perhaps I'm richer.oh ,perhaps I'm more popular.so what?we are all sinners by nature and that doesn't set any big difference between you and me.
nobody is flawless...not even near..
what do you sweet? oh,she isn't pretty.oh she isn't tall enough.oh,she is a little bit chubby.oh,she has a short legs.oh this oh that...hey what's wrong with you people?are these all you saw?hey,i hope this does serve as a reminder,the fact that nobody is flawless,so will you just stop picking at people's flaws,SERIOUSLY.
Friday, December 3, 2010
I survive.
i survived tonight. i survive today without you.I'm glad i made it.i sure hope my determination can bring me further,to a place where i won't remember knowing you.
My chance dissipated in the air
I feel lousy now! The overwhelming sadness can't be denied.oh,what a unexplainable sadness!I'm shock with myself,the other side which I did not know. How coward could I be!:(
Why didn't I speak to him??!it was a good chance.oh yeah,I just let go of this good chance.I'm such a dumb ass.
Why couldn't I be mire courageous.thought you were good at socializing!boo!
It was purely a coincidence.I didn't plan it at first hand.I didn't even think of it.so he was right in front of me.isn't it what I wanted?yes,that's exactly what I wanted.but why on earth didn't I speak to him?even a simple hi coulbe commendable.
Do ya know how Did it feel?when it was happening,I wished fir the millionth time that everything will end asap.but when it Sid come ti an end,my heart sunk.I got so deflated.it is so ironic!now I wish for the millionth time that the incident could be rewrote.I wish fir the millionth time that I did talk to him.of course,I do wish for the billionth time that he started the conversation first.haiz,no point whining,it is not as if I can rewind time.for instance,I wish I have this super power like the main character from the time traveller's wife.
It so sickening.
Probably,our path wasn't meant to be overlapped.
Why didn't I speak to him??!it was a good chance.oh yeah,I just let go of this good chance.I'm such a dumb ass.
Why couldn't I be mire courageous.thought you were good at socializing!boo!
It was purely a coincidence.I didn't plan it at first hand.I didn't even think of it.so he was right in front of me.isn't it what I wanted?yes,that's exactly what I wanted.but why on earth didn't I speak to him?even a simple hi coulbe commendable.
Do ya know how Did it feel?when it was happening,I wished fir the millionth time that everything will end asap.but when it Sid come ti an end,my heart sunk.I got so deflated.it is so ironic!now I wish for the millionth time that the incident could be rewrote.I wish fir the millionth time that I did talk to him.of course,I do wish for the billionth time that he started the conversation first.haiz,no point whining,it is not as if I can rewind time.for instance,I wish I have this super power like the main character from the time traveller's wife.
It so sickening.
Probably,our path wasn't meant to be overlapped.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
a scary place called world
world is a scary place.it is very shocking to hear that people do sell their children in exchange of money.what's wrong with all these people?what are they thinking? how can parents sell their children as a social entertainer in exchange for that few penny! this is outrageous and not acceptable. i realize people from the 21st century are simply out of their mind.
hey,your children are not your labourer.you are not supposed to treat them as slaves in order to earn yourself some money.yes,you are poor.yes,you are in need of money.but that doesn't draw you to a conclusion with selling your children away to do some horrible jobs.you know what i call this kind of parents? inhumane who are worst than beasts.
how scary the world is?it seems that the world can drive people nuts.the world can drive people to do ridiculous thing.the world can drive people crazy! see what the world is doing? the world is no longer a safe place.it is a scary place.
seriously,money motivates people.money can drive people to do horrible stuffs.
hey,your children are not your labourer.you are not supposed to treat them as slaves in order to earn yourself some money.yes,you are poor.yes,you are in need of money.but that doesn't draw you to a conclusion with selling your children away to do some horrible jobs.you know what i call this kind of parents? inhumane who are worst than beasts.
how scary the world is?it seems that the world can drive people nuts.the world can drive people to do ridiculous thing.the world can drive people crazy! see what the world is doing? the world is no longer a safe place.it is a scary place.
seriously,money motivates people.money can drive people to do horrible stuffs.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
the fact of life
i have understood the concept.it's never easy to be perfect,i guess.you yourself can be the most perfect person in the world for now.the next moment,you can be the most terrible person in the world.what is it man?i used to think that,"hey why are some people just so mess up with their lives?"when i was younger,i thought everything is perfect.as long you put in effort,everything will flow with it.however,when i turn older,i realize that it's never easy to be perfect.it is almost impossible to be a perfect person.why?because there isn't one in this world.
life,somehow,don't flow with way you wish or want.usually,when one problem is solved,another problem will come haunting for you.
anyway,no matter what obstacles come ahead,let's just depend on God.
i am weak.my enemies are strong,but my God is stronger and mightier.Amen:D
life,somehow,don't flow with way you wish or want.usually,when one problem is solved,another problem will come haunting for you.
anyway,no matter what obstacles come ahead,let's just depend on God.
i am weak.my enemies are strong,but my God is stronger and mightier.Amen:D
Monday, November 29, 2010
a leap of faith
fatigue is a strong word.i'm feeling fatigue,no doubt.the feelings of tiredness is all over me,as if it has taken charge of my mind and body.
have you ever had this kind of feelings? ME!(hands up in the air) fatigue is overwhelming.it is not normal tiredness.it is excessive tiredness. it can be physically or/and mentally.
physically kind of fatigue,you know,just feeling tired due to your incompetitve muscles.
while,mentally is a total different type of fatigue.it plays with your mind and soul.mentally fatigue can be scary if not treated properly.it might even cause depression.scary ain't it? don't worry,i have a potion for everyone which is free of charge and come with free flow service.oh,age does not play a part,no worries ei.this fantastic potion is JESUS!:D
are u terribly shocked by my statement?hey,blink your eyes aand re-read the sentence,i can assure you that what you read is true.yes,indeed it is our Lord!come to think about it,is there anything He can't do? NO!everything is possible in Him.He is our cure.He is our cure to for whatever thing we are facing.
don't get me wrong though,i don't mean that as long you have Him,your whatever illness or whatever problems will be gone by wind.
it's just that He will accompany you through the storms.when there is a tsunami,He will sail you through the tsunami.when there is an earthquake,He will fetch you to a safe place by an aeroplane.personally,i think this is more than enough.i only need Him in my life who can lead me to eternity.Olny Him,i trust,i love,i hope,i have faith in.
folks,it's time to wake up from this world.take a leap of faith and i can assure you that the result will be sweet.trust me,when you open the eyes of your soul,the window of your heart,everything will be viewed in a total different dimension:D
with love,
jasmine:)
have you ever had this kind of feelings? ME!(hands up in the air) fatigue is overwhelming.it is not normal tiredness.it is excessive tiredness. it can be physically or/and mentally.
physically kind of fatigue,you know,just feeling tired due to your incompetitve muscles.
while,mentally is a total different type of fatigue.it plays with your mind and soul.mentally fatigue can be scary if not treated properly.it might even cause depression.scary ain't it? don't worry,i have a potion for everyone which is free of charge and come with free flow service.oh,age does not play a part,no worries ei.this fantastic potion is JESUS!:D
are u terribly shocked by my statement?hey,blink your eyes aand re-read the sentence,i can assure you that what you read is true.yes,indeed it is our Lord!come to think about it,is there anything He can't do? NO!everything is possible in Him.He is our cure.He is our cure to for whatever thing we are facing.
don't get me wrong though,i don't mean that as long you have Him,your whatever illness or whatever problems will be gone by wind.
it's just that He will accompany you through the storms.when there is a tsunami,He will sail you through the tsunami.when there is an earthquake,He will fetch you to a safe place by an aeroplane.personally,i think this is more than enough.i only need Him in my life who can lead me to eternity.Olny Him,i trust,i love,i hope,i have faith in.
folks,it's time to wake up from this world.take a leap of faith and i can assure you that the result will be sweet.trust me,when you open the eyes of your soul,the window of your heart,everything will be viewed in a total different dimension:D
with love,
jasmine:)
Sunday, November 28, 2010
great God,great Sunday
let's take note this significant day. it's 28th nov 2010. i want to remember this day when i look back of my life.
i spent most of my day in church.i went to church early in the morning.after service,ke xin and i went for a movie-rapunzel.later,i witnessed my friends baptise.it was my first time witnessing this kind of occasion.it felt great.i felt so loved.meanwhile,i felt that many people are very blessed.God is great.as days go by,He has saved thousands,millions,or maybe billions of people through salvation,through the blood of Jesus.
God is great.He will never fail us.He will never forsake us.
oh,i guess today is a memorable day for both me and miss chong.alright,i was in-charge of the bags.i became nanny of the day:Dtaking care of people's bags.coincidentally,ke xin had the exact same bag as wan ting. want ting's bag was with me too.i didin't know what they brought along,their bags were as heavy as rocks :0 i was taking the loads of bag to the hall.before that i was leaning on a curtain.unknowingly,i left ke xin's bag there after leaving. i didn't notice at all. without her mum telling me this,i wouldn't have noticed!
i was utterly blur!muddlehead!thank God,i found it.this is prolly one of the most embarassing moments of my life.but it's ok.i bet it was a memorable day:D
i wish i can baptise soon:D
i spent most of my day in church.i went to church early in the morning.after service,ke xin and i went for a movie-rapunzel.later,i witnessed my friends baptise.it was my first time witnessing this kind of occasion.it felt great.i felt so loved.meanwhile,i felt that many people are very blessed.God is great.as days go by,He has saved thousands,millions,or maybe billions of people through salvation,through the blood of Jesus.
God is great.He will never fail us.He will never forsake us.
oh,i guess today is a memorable day for both me and miss chong.alright,i was in-charge of the bags.i became nanny of the day:Dtaking care of people's bags.coincidentally,ke xin had the exact same bag as wan ting. want ting's bag was with me too.i didin't know what they brought along,their bags were as heavy as rocks :0 i was taking the loads of bag to the hall.before that i was leaning on a curtain.unknowingly,i left ke xin's bag there after leaving. i didn't notice at all. without her mum telling me this,i wouldn't have noticed!
i was utterly blur!muddlehead!thank God,i found it.this is prolly one of the most embarassing moments of my life.but it's ok.i bet it was a memorable day:D
i wish i can baptise soon:D
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Beauty
Define beauty.in your opinion,what does beauty mean to you?
Oh does beauty define those that wear sexily? Is beauty about attractiveness?or maybe ladies that are simply pretty? Is this beauty to you?
Personally,I think we shouldn't view it that way.this is not beauty.there's more to beauty.beauty is more of the internal beauty than the external beauty.
Beauty is not about putting on the most gorgeous gown during prom.beauty is not about having thick make up and mascara.no,beauty is not about your height and your weight. Ya,maybe the world views beauty as such.
But let me tell you,this does not define beauty.beauty is so much more than this.beauty itself is difficult to explain although beauty is found in the simplest person.
Jesus is beautiful.every trace if him defines beauty.does he dress up dandily?no he doesn't.what he wears is simply simple and perhaps oridinary.
Today,my point is don't conclude beauty by how people wear neither by how people look. You know,it's not always the first impression that counts how beautiful a person is:)
Oh does beauty define those that wear sexily? Is beauty about attractiveness?or maybe ladies that are simply pretty? Is this beauty to you?
Personally,I think we shouldn't view it that way.this is not beauty.there's more to beauty.beauty is more of the internal beauty than the external beauty.
Beauty is not about putting on the most gorgeous gown during prom.beauty is not about having thick make up and mascara.no,beauty is not about your height and your weight. Ya,maybe the world views beauty as such.
But let me tell you,this does not define beauty.beauty is so much more than this.beauty itself is difficult to explain although beauty is found in the simplest person.
Jesus is beautiful.every trace if him defines beauty.does he dress up dandily?no he doesn't.what he wears is simply simple and perhaps oridinary.
Today,my point is don't conclude beauty by how people wear neither by how people look. You know,it's not always the first impression that counts how beautiful a person is:)
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
friends?
so i was just wondering what are friends are for?
do friends last forever?do they stay by you till the end of the day?
seriously,i odn't know. i ever came across a quote: friends are not about how long oyu have known each other neither it is about how far apart both are,frieds are people who will always stand by you no matter what happen.
it's kindda of sad because i don't have so called bestie or bff.i have lived 16 years of my life and i don't have any bestie. this is sad or what?
do friends last forever?do they stay by you till the end of the day?
seriously,i odn't know. i ever came across a quote: friends are not about how long oyu have known each other neither it is about how far apart both are,frieds are people who will always stand by you no matter what happen.
it's kindda of sad because i don't have so called bestie or bff.i have lived 16 years of my life and i don't have any bestie. this is sad or what?
Monday, September 6, 2010
A chapter to be remembered
I skipped cca today!hooray!cheers!:)
I had a great time with Val at horizon.so horizon wasn't enough for us.we went to Mac for desert.jokes do happen in our life don't they?do you come across a time that some joker that you don't even know walk in to your life?
Some weird/joking incident happen to me yesterday.I bump into an limited vocal guy.he was scolding me away and the best part was I didn't know that he was scolding me.you see,weird things do happen to us.
We must learn to be more gracious to people with limited vocab:)
I had a great time with Val at horizon.so horizon wasn't enough for us.we went to Mac for desert.jokes do happen in our life don't they?do you come across a time that some joker that you don't even know walk in to your life?
Some weird/joking incident happen to me yesterday.I bump into an limited vocal guy.he was scolding me away and the best part was I didn't know that he was scolding me.you see,weird things do happen to us.
We must learn to be more gracious to people with limited vocab:)
Friday, July 23, 2010
friday syptom
hi blog.i'm here to post again.today is a sad day for me.imissed out the fun in school as i was absent from school.the reason for not turning up for school?because i was afraid to go for a test that i have not studied.i'm a loser.is this a friday mood symptom?this kind of loser feelings will aired itself during the weekends.sigh*
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Sunday, July 18, 2010
message in a bottle
hi again.i just completed message in a bottle storybook.come to think about it,i'm amaze with myself of competing 2 novels within a week!:)does this consider as breakthrough? i don't remember doing that before:) hm,i guess i have a lot to overcome yet.
message in a bottle is an awesome novel and i think it's very worth reading.it has touched my soul and left me with an impression of what true love really is.
true love is nothing like infatuation.true love is nothing like obsession.true love is nothing like what people picture as.
true love is...........indescribable and unexplainable unless you been through it yourself.
message in a bottle is an awesome novel and i think it's very worth reading.it has touched my soul and left me with an impression of what true love really is.
true love is nothing like infatuation.true love is nothing like obsession.true love is nothing like what people picture as.
true love is...........indescribable and unexplainable unless you been through it yourself.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Mum is great so is God
hey my mum has been a great mum!i was chit chatting with my mum after lunch.she told of her past stories.in instance,i felt that my mum is a lady who has overcome all odds and adversities in life:)life ain't easy for my mum since young.from a broken family,the 4 sisters manage to survive through various storms.sometimes,i don't deny the fact that i felt that my mum is very annoying as she nag everyday.but hey,pause and consider this,what she has done for me,it's all for my own good.
my mum is amazing.above all,God is amazing as He protect everyone of us silently,without us realizing!
emptiness
i just wANted to blog! A tornados of emotions in me that needed to be channeled out through blogging!
Life to me,seem empty for the past week.it is as if everything is vanity.I don't know what happening to me.It felt so wrong and I'm scared.Suddenly,i felt perplexed.No goal and aim.There is nothing to push me forward.This kind of feelings scare me a lot. You know how's the feelings like? it something similiar living in a life full of vanity.
this is not i want! whenever i had a plan,i would find hundreds of excuses to delay my plan and i would end up oding nothing eventually.
what's happening to me? questions can't stop bugging my head for the past few weeks.what's my aims in life?why am i studying>why do we need to study?questions such as these will come bugging me every now and then.sometimes,i'm simply blank.the world seems blAnk to me in instance.
has anyone felt sad without knowing the reason? let me tell u,this is what i'm going through now! sad,sadness...without knowing the reason.
i tried to search for the enthusiasm i once possessed. but it seems impossible to have them back.
sometimes,,i want ti cry out my heart.but tears simply won't form.eventually,i end up crying out loud mentally.
yea,i am who i am because thee i am says i am.but who am i,God?i have been searching and searching for the answer for quite sometime.yet,i simply cant figure out.
these days,life simply seem gloomy to me. eveything is not on the right track.i'm a failure.why?because i can't set things straight. i dint do the best for things i ought to do. i fail people.i disappoint people.above all i disappoint myself.is it too late to set myself back in track?can i seek for another forgiveness?can i gain trust from people again?from people that i have broke trust.
TRUST,is an invisible enrgy that hold one another together.without trust,nothing will work out.
last of all,God i reakky need You to lead me out from this situation.i know when everything seems to be at the dead junction.You will create a way for us. no matter how dragful things are,You will not forsake me. no matter how badly i have failed You,You will never forsake me.No matter how Many time I fail You,You will never forsake me.
YOU WILL NEVER FAIL ME NOR FORSAKE ME.GOD YOU ARE THE LIGHT AND THE SALT OF MY LIFE.SEACRH ME IN THE WILDERNESS AND LEAD ME BACK ON TRACK AGAIN.i'm sorry God,i need you to search me in the wilderness instead of me yearning and searching for You.I'm sorry.i just do not have the strength to do so now.i need to be rescued.
Life to me,seem empty for the past week.it is as if everything is vanity.I don't know what happening to me.It felt so wrong and I'm scared.Suddenly,i felt perplexed.No goal and aim.There is nothing to push me forward.This kind of feelings scare me a lot. You know how's the feelings like? it something similiar living in a life full of vanity.
this is not i want! whenever i had a plan,i would find hundreds of excuses to delay my plan and i would end up oding nothing eventually.
what's happening to me? questions can't stop bugging my head for the past few weeks.what's my aims in life?why am i studying>why do we need to study?questions such as these will come bugging me every now and then.sometimes,i'm simply blank.the world seems blAnk to me in instance.
has anyone felt sad without knowing the reason? let me tell u,this is what i'm going through now! sad,sadness...without knowing the reason.
i tried to search for the enthusiasm i once possessed. but it seems impossible to have them back.
sometimes,,i want ti cry out my heart.but tears simply won't form.eventually,i end up crying out loud mentally.
yea,i am who i am because thee i am says i am.but who am i,God?i have been searching and searching for the answer for quite sometime.yet,i simply cant figure out.
these days,life simply seem gloomy to me. eveything is not on the right track.i'm a failure.why?because i can't set things straight. i dint do the best for things i ought to do. i fail people.i disappoint people.above all i disappoint myself.is it too late to set myself back in track?can i seek for another forgiveness?can i gain trust from people again?from people that i have broke trust.
TRUST,is an invisible enrgy that hold one another together.without trust,nothing will work out.
last of all,God i reakky need You to lead me out from this situation.i know when everything seems to be at the dead junction.You will create a way for us. no matter how dragful things are,You will not forsake me. no matter how badly i have failed You,You will never forsake me.No matter how Many time I fail You,You will never forsake me.
YOU WILL NEVER FAIL ME NOR FORSAKE ME.GOD YOU ARE THE LIGHT AND THE SALT OF MY LIFE.SEACRH ME IN THE WILDERNESS AND LEAD ME BACK ON TRACK AGAIN.i'm sorry God,i need you to search me in the wilderness instead of me yearning and searching for You.I'm sorry.i just do not have the strength to do so now.i need to be rescued.
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