I feel lousy now! The overwhelming sadness can't be denied.oh,what a unexplainable sadness!I'm shock with myself,the other side which I did not know. How coward could I be!:(
Why didn't I speak to him??!it was a good chance.oh yeah,I just let go of this good chance.I'm such a dumb ass.
Why couldn't I be mire courageous.thought you were good at socializing!boo!
It was purely a coincidence.I didn't plan it at first hand.I didn't even think of it.so he was right in front of me.isn't it what I wanted?yes,that's exactly what I wanted.but why on earth didn't I speak to him?even a simple hi coulbe commendable.
Do ya know how Did it feel?when it was happening,I wished fir the millionth time that everything will end asap.but when it Sid come ti an end,my heart sunk.I got so deflated.it is so ironic!now I wish for the millionth time that the incident could be rewrote.I wish fir the millionth time that I did talk to him.of course,I do wish for the billionth time that he started the conversation first.haiz,no point whining,it is not as if I can rewind time.for instance,I wish I have this super power like the main character from the time traveller's wife.
It so sickening.
Probably,our path wasn't meant to be overlapped.
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